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Posted By: Abin Quank R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 04:45 AM
My wife Alice, known on Legion World as Pagan Lass is currently in the final phase of her five year battle with C.O.P.D..

Just before Thanksgiving last year she was hospitalized for two weeks when she developed severe infections in both feet as a side effect of a medication that she was on. After having both feet operated on, she made it home for my birthday and Christmas.

In January she appeared to be regaining her strength, but in Febuary she developed a second infection, this time in her urinary tract. the infection was cleared up, but left her bedridden.

She's been losing ground ever since.

Within the last two weeks her situation has gravely worsened. She no longer has the strength to even sit up or speak above a faint whisper. She cannot take medicine in pill form and is on morphine for her constant pain.

Our Granddaughter Brittany is due to graduate from High School in June. A few weeks ago our goal was to get Alice strong enough to attend the ceremony.

Now I'm just praying she makes it to mother's day.

Alice decided long ago thet she didn't want to spend her final days in the hospital or a nursing home. She's at home receiving hospice care, surrounded by her loving and adoring family, resting as comfortably as possible.

She wants me to convey her thanks to all of the wonderful people here on Legion World for their frindship and kindness to both her and overgrown child she has been married to for the last thirty five years.

Although she never posted much, the adventures of Pagan Lass, Abin Quank, and the Quank Clan on Legion World delighted and amused her.

She knows her time is short but she smiles and says she's had a good life and she wouldn't change a thing.

I'll keep you guys posted.

At 5:05 today May 5 2010 Alice Tabor, AKA Pagan Lass, Passed Away peacefully in her sleep from complications due to C.O.P.D.

She leaves behind A greaving husband, 5 sons, and 8 grandchildren.

She was 56 years old.
Alice\'s Obituary
Posted By: cleome57 Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 04:49 AM
Abin, I'm sorry to hear this. But I'm glad she's comfortable and with the people she cares about.

I don't know either of you as well as most of the regulars here do, but I'll be thinking of you both anyway.

Take care.
Posted By: Jerry Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 05:00 AM
We'll be sending positive thoughts your way. I'm glad to hear she is at home with you in accordance with her wishes. Keep her comfortable. Find peace.
frown hug
Posted By: Quislet, Esq Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 11:48 AM
Abin,

I am so sorry to here this. Holt to you, Pagan Lass and your whole family. I hope Alice is as comfortable as can be. I know when my Dad passed the hospice care was so good. Don't hesitate to call them for anything.
Big hugs hug hug hug to you and Alice. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.
Posted By: Dev-Em Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 12:59 PM
Prayers to you and your family Abin.
I revel in what sounds like a wonderful relationship, and mourn for your loss.
Posted By: Cobalt Kid Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 02:35 PM
Chuck, I'm so sorry to hear this. After all these years knowing you and Alice on LW and all our meetings in person, I'm teary eyed even reading this. frown

You're both in my thoughts and prayers. I hope she isn't in pain and I hope you take care of yourself--please let us know if there is any way to help.

hug and much love.
Posted By: MLLASH Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 02:50 PM
I am so sorry to hear this!! frown hug
Posted By: Tamper Lad Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 03:06 PM
That's sad to hear AQ.

My grandfather passed away a couple years back from complications due to COPD. In the end it came to a scene much like you're describing.

Whatever happens, find comfort in that you'll face it together. Hope your family is doing well.
Chuck,
I am so sorry to read this. Words fail me. I wish you all the strength to face what lies ahead, and send you all my best wishes.
Posted By: Power Boy Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 05:54 PM
take care abin. i'm sorry to hear this.
Posted By: Lard Lad Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/04/10 10:28 PM
Chuck, I'm so sorry to hear that Alice's health is failing. I had a feeling your recent absences may have had serious reasons behind them. I wish I was wrong.

All I can offer is my sympathy and my friendship. And I know Legion World will offer whatever support we can for you.
Posted By: SharkLad Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/05/10 12:58 AM
So sorry to hear this ... you'll be in my prayers ...
Posted By: lil'rhino Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/05/10 01:00 AM
Oh, no!! I'm sending you as much strength as I can!
Posted By: Sarcasm Kid Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/05/10 01:30 AM
The only thing I can understand to say that's not cliched is that, at least she's coherent and is around her loved ones.

My grandma had Alzheimer's, and while she was around some of her loved ones, I doubt she even knew who they were up to the... sorry.
Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers.
Posted By: ActorLad Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/05/10 06:17 AM
Much hug to you and your family in your time of need.
Posted By: Pov Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/05/10 08:39 AM
Oh, Chuck... my heart hurts for you and Alice. I'm so sorry. I pray that she's as comfortable as possible and you all get to squeeze as much quality time together as you can. hug frown
Posted By: Lard Lad Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 03:50 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss, Chuck. I had hoped you would have more time. My heart goes out to you, your children and your grandchildren.
My condolences.
Posted By: Sarcasm Kid Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 04:01 AM
I, I'm, I'm sorry.
Posted By: Dev-Em Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 04:05 AM
Love and prayers for you and your family Chuck. Very sorry to hear this news.
Posted By: Mattropolis Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 04:24 AM
I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers, Abin...
I'm so sorry, Chuck.
Posted By: Jerry Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 04:47 AM
My sincerest condolences for you and your family.
Chuck, I'm so sorry for your loss. She was much too young. You will all be in my prayers. Remember we love you and are here for you.
(((*hug*)))
Posted By: cleome57 Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 05:49 AM
I'm sorry, Abin. frown
Posted By: Sarcasm Kid Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 05:52 AM
Ahem...

I have to admit, I don't think I've ever talked with Pagan Lass before. I have seen the drawing Jokester did of her, though, on DeviantArt.

I, I don't know what this will do, if you'll find it offensive or funny, but, this is my attempt to try and do something nice. For the both of you.

http://judedeluca.deviantart.com/art/Legion-Try-Outs-17-163105755
Posted By: Candlelight Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 06:15 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss.
35 years is a long and wonderful length of time to be with someone you love.
And 5 boys.
I'm sure she was happy and blessed with her men.

Lots of prayers and hugs, Zardi.
Posted By: Omni Craig Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 06:29 AM
So sorry for your loss. Take comfort in the joy and memories you shared and the family you created together!
Posted By: Quislet, Esq Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 10:37 AM
Rest in Peace Pagan Lass.
Posted By: Exnihil Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 11:57 AM
I'm so sorry, Abin. frown I can't even imagine how difficult it is to lose a spouse - you have my absolute condolences.
Posted By: Cobalt Kid Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 01:36 PM
Chuck, I'm so sorry to hear this--you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Throughout the time I've known you, I've always loved the way you spoke about Alice and how loving and playful your marriage has been. You've had a great life with her and you've created an amazing family. I'm so sorry buddy. frown

hug
Posted By: Doctor One Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 02:00 PM
I won't pretend to know what you must be going through. I don't. But here is my recommendation: revel on the memories of the years that you were able to spend with Alice, and look for her in the faces of your children and grandchildren. She's there.

My condolences, Chuck.
Posted By: Tamper Lad Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 02:40 PM
I'm sorry to hear this. My condolences to you and your family.
I am so sorry, and wish you and your family all peace, love and healing as you grieve and remember.
Posted By: SharkLad Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/06/10 11:53 PM
I'm so very sorry, Abin ...
My condolences, Abin.
Posted By: Raging Bull Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/07/10 04:20 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss, Chuck.
Posted By: kidflash2fan Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/07/10 06:19 AM
im sorry for you loss, im sure she knew she was loved
Posted By: Vee Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/07/10 10:03 AM
Chuck:

I was stunned to see this thread when logging in after a few days absence. I'm so sorry to read this news. The Quank Family has been such an important part of Legion World, we all share in your lose and grieve with you. Please know that all my love, prayers and very strong bear hugs are winging your way. Know that we are all here for you when you need to talk or just need a shoulder to cry on.

A very saddened Vee
hug hug hug
Posted By: Blue Battler Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/07/10 12:38 PM
I'm very sorry for your loss ...
Oh Chuck, I don't check in here very often anymore, but did for some reason today. I am so sorry to hear about Alice's passing. My heart is breaking for you.

Brent
Posted By: Abin Quank Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/09/10 12:38 AM
When I walked into the funeral parlor this evening, the the card on first flower arrangement I looked at was from "Your Friends at Legionworld.net"

I suspect Quis, and I thank all of you.

I'll find better words to post later...
Posted By: Pov Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/09/10 12:54 AM
hug love frown
Posted By: Ram Boy Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/09/10 12:51 PM
Abin, I just discovered this thread. I'm so very sorry to hear about your loss.
Posted By: Faraway Lad Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/10/10 09:08 PM
hug
Posted By: Abin Quank Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/11/10 12:43 PM
This is the Eulogy I gave yesterday at Alice's funeral.

Alice's Body will go to it's final resting place today, but she hasn't left us.

She lives on. In all of us.

Her legacy is sitting in this room, her family, her friends, the people whose lives she touched.

She will be with us for the rest of our lives. Every time we hurt she will be there to comfort us. When we think we are alone she will be with us. When we fall she will be there to help us back up. When we think we can't do something she'll be there to tell us we can and if we fail she'll find a way to convince us to try again. And most of all, when I get too full of myself she will be there with a pin and a grin to burst my bubble.

It's hard to believe that as we look at her body, cold and lifeless, ready to be interred.

But the body isn't what matters, the spirit and love of the person in in the body are what really matters. And she enriched each and every one of her family and friends with her spirit and love in more ways than I can count.

She loved all of us and that love will live on as long as long we keep her spirit in our hearts. I see her spirit and love in our sons and grandchildren. I see her spirit and love in our daughters-in-law and nieces. I see her spirit and love in her brother and sisters and and their families and in my family.

But most of all I see her spirit and love when I look in the mirror. The man standing here today was molded and shaped by that spirit and love.

That spirit and love will remain with me forever.

I love you Alice, I will always love you.
Posted By: Sarcasm Kid Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/11/10 01:12 PM
And she'll always love you.
Posted By: Jerry Re: R.I.P. Pagan Lass (Obit Link Added) - 05/12/10 01:18 AM
Abin, reading your Eulogy reminded me of one of my favorite David Gray songs. Music choices during times like this are very personal. I hope I'm not crossing any lines by sharing. Even the songs that make me feel sad somehow manage to make me feel better.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5O-Aej5ahhU&feature=related
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